Friday, May 28, 2010

Dear you.

A - I think you are awesome. I am so glad that you are in my life. Let's see this through, now, shall we?

B - I miss you. I hate that you are so far away and that I haven't seen you in years but I love the way we have stayed friends. You mean a lot to me. Things happened. People changed. We changed. Our friendship didn't. Thanks.

C - I can't wait to see you again.

D - I am sorry to say this but I am glad things ended between us. I would never found happiness the way I did. I hope, someday soon you find happiness and find it in your heart to forgive me.

E - When I see your name, your pic or even when people mention you, I blush and have butterflies in my stomach. Just so you know.

F - I hate how things ended. We could have done so much better. Isn't there a way we can get back to the friends we used to be?

G - I have changed. I know the relationship we used to share but it isn't the same anymore. I am sorry that I am not the sister to you that I used to be.

H - I wish I could say something nice about him to you. But I can say is that if he makes you happy, I am happy. I don't wish to spend more time with you guys than absolutely necessary. I can make time for you whenever. Alone, only.

These are just some random things I wish I had the guts to tell certain people in my life. For some reason, I am unable to. If you are reading this, I hope you get my point, if not, maybe it is best left unsaid. 


In a good way or bad, thanks for being a part of my life. In some way, you made me who I am. 

8 comments:

Scribbling Girl said...

:-)
And i think i know the few ones u want to say these things :)
Feel great to rant it out na :)

Love,

Pr:Dtam said...

good one!

Siddhesh 'Ravan' Kabe said...

nice one!!!

Sayak Shome said...

All of us have several things on our minds which we wish we could have ranted; unfortunately because of some reason or the other we keep them buried deep inside us. We get relieved temporarily, but those things resurface after sometime and we are pushed into living our agonizing lives again, and this like a vicious cycle continues.
Glad, that you vented out your feelings.
Relieved, aren't you?

Americanising Desi said...

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dear him,
you are just the best

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nkr4068 said...

Plenty of things went through my mind, while reading those!! I related myself to many..

nice one..

Naveen

theponderpool said...

This is lovely! I hope that you find the opportunity to voice these things to the people they concern. I don't know you, but I know that it would be worth it -regardless of the outcome. For a long time I was very reticent with my emotions, held captive by pride and insecurity... but the few times I risked it and faced my fears to tell someone something, it always turned out for the best. Be brave!