Dear my-favourite-internet-friend,
How weird is for me to call you that? But that in fact is what remains.
I miss you. I miss what we used to be. I miss your advice. I miss your crazy talks. I miss you. I miss us.
In a twisted way, I wish we hadn't met. I wish things never had happened. I wish they wouldn't have gone sour. I wish we could still talk without fighting, without the hurt. I wish we could just be us.
This is just so you know that you are missed just as I am sure you miss me too. I wish things could go back. I wish I hadn't said those things but I did and so did you. I wish I could take the hurt back. I wish I could be more patient. But I am happy where I am now. And I hope you are too.
We learnt a lot. Thanks for those valuable lessons. Thanks for making me less of a cynic. Thanks putting up with me during my bad times. I needed you then. Now, I am fine, alone. I wish you could see the strong person I have become. I bet you wouldn't like me now.
Take care,
Love,
Your RV
Hmmm...again when I read it there is so much into it that made me think a lot.
ReplyDeleteI hope things go normal between you and your friend. Take cAre
these few lines:
ReplyDelete"How weird is for me to call you that? But that in fact is what remains.
I miss you. I miss what we used to be. I miss your advice. I miss your crazy talks. I miss you. I miss us.
In a twisted way, I wish we hadn't met. I wish things never had happened"
- i totally relate to. i would say all this to my favorite internet friend too if i wrote them a letter.
Your writing has something raw and riveting about it. I like. I hope things do get better between you and your friend...
I think I can read lot more than you wrote isn't it?
ReplyDeleteWishes if they had not happen the way they happened ...but then they happen as they had to...sigh!
: )
ReplyDeleteand i thought i was the only one who had a favorite internet friend i wish i had never met!
hmmmm. favorite internet friend. reminds me of someone. wonder if it's a coincidence. or not.
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